Hello how you feeling today We ended the month of May
While you were yet away
Doctors seem stupid in light of it all, I’ve watched for so long now saw how you fall
Hello my dear enemy my oldest friend half our lives are now gone this could be your end
I’m not going to sugar coat nor
Make it taste sweet, see we both shocked each other before
Knocked us off our feet.
I will always be here for you while I am here. There can’t be a promise no matter what you think you hear.
I realize now we both live our biggest fear.
I’m glad we found peace after all that fucked up shit.
I know you want to take back all the things you did, I want to forgive you but I did, I just don’t forget.
Knowing this is always going to be regret…. for us both.
We grew up together then grew far apart.
I hope they can heal you and your heart, yes it’s broken in many ways.
But if they release you from the hospital now then count your days.
So we have your diagnosis congestive heart failure. You’re biggest challenge now is will God be in your favors, or will you dies in your 40’s like I once said,
If this is the case you are gonna be dead.
I am what I’ve become
And I have not a clue what I’ll be
But I have a clearer vision now and I see what I see.
Everyone deserves love in some type of way.
I pray to God you find that love before your dying day.
That’s what I pray
It’s all I have to say
He needs you more.
Rejected like me don’t let him be. So live damn it, live change what you need. Think of your son now, let go of the greed.
I hope you read this and it plants the seed.