It’s best to now switch to twitter to keep up with me. Go to @Omegaalpha1 or it @Alphaomega1? Try see not sure lol
That’s where I’ll be if you want to HEAR me~
God speed to all~ signing out~
It’s best to now switch to twitter to keep up with me. Go to @Omegaalpha1 or it @Alphaomega1? Try see not sure lol
That’s where I’ll be if you want to HEAR me~
God speed to all~ signing out~
More of his text to my son and me, from May, 17th 2014. For the record if you ….and you know who are..keep trying to use my mental disability against me. When my Lawyer and I are finished with you, the truth of your illness’s will be revealed, notice the plural on illness. Bulimia, Alcohol dependency,Lies, Thieving, anger issues…to name a few.
So it may appear things are in your favor for now, however, if God be for us/me then who can be against us/me.
Taking steps away is easy, standing still is hard~
~ONB~Orange is the New Black~Netflix
Sometimes letting go is the only way to hang on~
Donnell Margaret Donald KERR~
There is no easy way to put this
No easy way to say
But you all think you are a Christian in a comfy corner you pray~
While your own flesh and blood did you turn away~
Does Jesus not say, Whatsoever you do to the least of my children that I do unto you?
Yes I believe that has been written~
My son……your blood as a new born kitten, you turned your back to a blind eye did you give, Do you really think in heaven you’ll live?
You dress all fancy on Sunday and sing put on your holy face~
But the promise the Lord made to his children is he will wipe you out erase from the book of life you see
You all turned your back on Donnell’s son trust this is not about me.
So when you read Gods word you sing and you pray it’s the blood of the innocent for which you will pay~
He did nothing to you, or you, or you, but I can tell you’re all ignorant and have not a clue~No Holy Spirit abides within you!
Suffer not the little children… hmmmm….
You go about life as though your grandson/Son Doesn’t exist~
On judgement day you’ll feel the Lords fist slam down the book make you take a look., Hypocrite you see? Think you better than me? Than the rest? Time God puts you to the test~ or maybe give it a rest, nope it’s the contrary~
Hey your daughter Noel some call a fairy? I think you know what I mean some say a queen, but it is what it is, so she’s gay, did not your God make her that way? Yes I believe he did.
Hey she is cool with me but the Bible you read doesn’t accept that you see?
You can live free~
On time bought buy the blood~
Times running short~
And so is the love~
Those who reject others reject themselves in turn God also will reject you~
Not sure what bible you read, But you know not the creed.
You Judge and sit tight now~
Think it’s all right now~
Time has a way of making you complacent you see?like so many others, fake and a snake slither the earth~
Not sure why I write this for I do not curse, vengeance is God’s~
Perhaps I am a small instrument he used to keep you on track and not be confused.
God is not the author of confusion you see, I’ll always accept you, yet you have yet to accept me or my son~
Perhaps retribution has begun……
Turn the other cheek?
Turn away the meek?
The weak?
Helpless?
Well …you did!
He now is a young man
No longer a kid.
I write all this down~
It’s my therapy you see~
I advocate for breaking stigmas~
Breaking exclusiveness~
Bringing in inclusiveness~
For all who suffer affliction~
Both physical and of the mind~
I try to think myself kind~
I often fall short~
Trust I’m no saint that’s for sure~
But enough is enough I’m letting you …..now endure~
Forgive me for my in your face ways, but we all know the bill somebody pays~
Truly I strive to forgive I try to be courageous in how I now live~
Such as this is the case but I truly give thanks for Gods loving grace~
God’s grace abounds the utterance the sound of cries long gone from days long past~
To think at one time I thought Your sons love for me and his child might last~
I want to thank you for training up your child Donnell in the way he should go, so that when he gets old he will not depart from it.
So I write a lot in quiet I sit, no doubt I’m a sinner too,
But I’m sure I’m not a sinner like you~
Not for Reproduction~
A swiftness to your speech
Proclivity to your touch
Behind my ear a whisper clear
I feel your need as you draw near
Let down defense letting go of fear
Hot breath behind my neck
Keeping me in check
The persistence in your grasp
You unarm me by slow movement; poignant sly like a warm breeze that passes by, instead of breeze it’s energy that makes drop to my knees
Cunning sensuous
Am I meant for this?
To be for you
In waking life in dream too
I bow beneath your weight
As you vigorously guide the lead
I am feeling as though I’m your prized steed
Riding through this lust slow yet posthaste
I forgot just how you love this place between the peaks and valleys down below
You know I am the only one to fully fill your need
Allowing you to take me there upon my soul you feed
I give you freely what you covet most
Think me more than a sexual host
An equal is what I am you see, I’m vivacious tenacious and quick on my move I’ll spin you around crawl your walls
Take you down
As kings and queens both wear a crown
~
I am the painter of my life
But the sculptor has the say
The one that reminds me
Each and everyday~
Pray….. know that your words are you, as I am the word too
As are you.
Want to live forever my child
Want to be free again…..wings again run wild?
You will move on from this ethereal area…
This realm of this world 🌎
Dimensions vast but the one thing on this Earth that will last
Immortalize you your bloodline
WORDS write put in plain sight
Take your words paint your life
Let me mold you, refine with fire 🔥
A love so real, that burning desire
Deep in your belly with steel down your back …….your a wild young hybrid full of these words, you spin and you weave……
But dear Angel your words live forever long after you leave
Immortal~
I miss you so deeply~
I miss you so much~
The comfort of your Arms When I felt out of touch~
You Wanted a boy to carry our Name~
I Had your Grandson exactly 9 months after you died on my birthday~
My Birthday is New Years~
Wake up Call~
Read the signs, I am not the traditional kind~
So I gave Him Your Name~
Nicholas John Moncada the 5th I was the 4th~born in the south not in the north~
Your Daughter Nicole June Moncada the 1st~also the 4th…. 4 seems to resonate as my Angel number and lucky number good things come in four is what I say….I take that belief with me all along life’s way…. North,East,South,West…. I like the south the best…. in fact Dad I’m gonna take Nick, my new Husband and me and live in the land down under over by the sea or is it the ocean…. so full of emotion…. I can feel that smile….. I made…. your very proud wish I could hear you speak it out loud….. wait I hear the echo of the past, I figured this out at long last……. you were glad I was a girl although you wanted a boy….. you were glad I was a girl they thought I was a boy…but you were so happy you said on your death bed….. couldn’t have asked for a braver stronger woman I can call my precious daughter…. I can hear that echo from the past it’s happening Dad finally at long last…. took half my life right go figure
I miss you so much words can’t express~
How my life became a mess~
But It’s On Track Now~
I still Think Nick is you Reincarnated~but I’m not the expert…. just a messenger of light
Maybe it’s True~
He is just Like you, Loves Classics~
Here Is To You Daddy~
Happy Fathers Day~
R.I.P. 12-15-1931 to 1-1-2003~