With brittle faith, and frailty of the mind, the positives you refer to are impossible to find But wait… Hold on a minute, it could be far worse than you have.
Could it now? In this I believe. But often easier spoken than to fully receive.You must change your thoughts, don’t think about these things.
Oh, ok and again I can hear what you say. But shifting this mindset will take more than a day. It will only surrender when it’s run it’s course, after consuming the mind with regret and remorse. Shake it off already get over it, move on.
Oh, I see… You have not met me, let me introduce myself, get acquainted with you. In no random order I’ll make you feel blue. My name is depression, mental illness with no cure. To live right beside me you’ll have to learn to endure.
‘Ill make your decision making a complete udder mess, while you can’t decide which question to address.Remorse, despair, there with no hope, I’ll squeeze out your life until you choke… And then right before you take your last breath, I’ll decide that to today will not be your death.
I want you to be quiet, don’t say a word, it makes the goal easy, you’ll never be heard. Genetics is what I hear many say , is the very reason you are this way. But I’m no respecter of persons, not choosy one bit, I’ll fester around you and in your mind I will sit.
Awaiting the circumstance to sneak my way in, and you’ll question the link of genetics again. But regardless you will not win, and I’ll not give a clue, because its to easy to get within you.
Invisibility to me can not be acquired , nor obtained. The seeds are well planted and I’ll make you feel that all is for granted.
I prefer to romance you, woo as you will. Tinker and tangle the web I can weave, and the beauty of all, is I’ll never leave. Not for long at least, but when I’m away, you might enjoy life for more than a day.~
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This post is so important! Thanks for sharing
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Wow. Very powerful. May I share this on my blog? I only started last week and only have a few followers, but this post has really moved me. I would like my friends and family to read it and maybe get a better understanding of depression. Your words are so beautiful…
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By all means there is a reblog button to post to your blog
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I felt this deep inside of me. You did an awesome job expressing all of the emotions in day to day living with bipolar disorder.
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Exactly to the point. Suduction with no mental or physical control of yourself. Frightening, yet so common. You did a great job explaining the dark intricacies of a debilitating condition.
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Yes happens to all of us to some degree… here’s to voicing this for those that suffer more than less…
Thank you for the write!
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What power in your words, that I feel so much in my soul. Wonderful
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The problem is people don’t understand that this is real, not a choice. The answer lies within our brain chemistry. Stay strong. Keep writing, sometimes it’s all we can do to keep some piece of sanity.
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It is. I am working on both a memoir type of literary book should be finished by October I will do it on Kindle… I’m thinking of making it free… let people get a taste in a larger market, then go on with the thriller novel based on events of my life and what triggered my illness.
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Consider me a buyer of your book. I have plans to do something similar. But later on. Keep working hard. I will be cheering you on!
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Thank you I followed you and I will be cheering for you, I love to talk to those who connect with me, I often don’t check my messages here. Do you twitter? My user name is @Omegaalpha1
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Anytime. It’s important that we build a sense of community, those that share common grounds; it is hard finding decent people who are as open as you and I. Thank you. My twitter handle is @deftpony21, mostly I blog and facebook but I do have twitter as well. add me!
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Yeah I don’t really Facebook I have one but I check in it once a week. Open is the only way to educate those willing to hear.
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Exactly. Keep fighting that good battle.
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I think I found you and followed you. You and Elvira?
My Avi is wonder women
And flaming eyes as back drop. In there it’s like texting through direct message.
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Ok. I’ll check it out. Thanks
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So you should see where u followed you.
@Omegaalpha1
That’s mine
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Ok. I’ll look now. Thanks
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That’s awesome. Consider me a buyer. I am working in a similar project. Keep working hard. I’ll be here cheering you on.
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This is insightful. Can I share this?
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Please! Your best bet is copy it put as a post then take my link and copy underneath. Re blogging doesn’t seem
To work
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Oh ok. I think you are right about that. Thanks!
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Thi is very well written indeed!
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This is amazing. It’s just wonderful. I agree this is a must read, it just resonates. I’m glad I found this piece it’s not so much a comfort as it is clarity. Thanks for sharing this its something special!
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Thanks for relating ! If you would re-blog that would be great!
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It would be my honour. You’ll be my first, im always unsure about re blogs. I feel it’s an invasion of privacy without asking and I’m always too shy. I’m doing so scheduling later, I’ll get something going then.
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