Standoffish aloof
Not looking at you~
Perimeters~
Coordinates
Bubbles of glass with precise measures
Encasing
Protecting
Inviting Safety
Each equation
Etching the space
The fine area deemed just my space
Slowing building up walls
Curves edges and all
A saving grace …….before another…….yes again a setback, another fall
Drawing fine lines
Marking each point
Thoughts are layers, times frames~
The nexus holding the perimeters together
Wondering if you could ever……yes ever
Believe yet again in another
Even further still nothing is forever…….
Forever the same each second each moment bring about change
Bending each thought and molding each frame ~
Believing this time it will not be the same
But perimeters falter & twist & wind and morph like a darkness acting often unkind ~
Life is an altered course it unfolds into time a commodity given the day you were born but perimeters weaken
Coordinates torn ~
All the while strategy in progress to save what is left of the holes in my heart and pain in my chest~
Perimeters are guild lines I lacked for to long, but I learned this the hard way like any over played song
Boundaries blanket me safely from harm
I no longer lay upon your loved arm~
I no longer listen to your heart beat~
I no longer feel~
Perhaps I do feel a bit for another~
But time Will only put our coordinates together
Although I lack in certain knowledge in subjects not taught
I’ll still invade your mind I’ll still be in your heart
Can’t help what I know not what I feel but
Perimeters took those it was those it did steal~
I’m trying to self preserve trying to heal
My perimeters are unique & my numbers are mine
Circumference of my thoughts etched and in place I’ll think long and hard before I look upon another face~
So know if you ever tried to understand me or tried to break Through and let me let you in
My plan is to not feel this way yet again~
Still Plans often change lives rearranged
These measure are precise and I can carefully prepare to slice to dice the hurt and pain~
To continue this path
Retract & Refrain~
Bipolar Tapestry~Poetic Thoughts 
I’m so happy i followed you.
you write so well!
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I appreciate your work here. Your honesty and artful use of language. Your insight and personal standards. The strength to fight on and not give up. Impressive. Thanks you for liking Johanna’s “Hapa Girl DNA.” Check out a book, “Grain Brain,” by Dr. Perlmutter. Johanna’s going to touch upon it in Chapter 14, but there’s no substitute for actually reading it. It’s based on published medical science. It’s helping me stay sharp and feel less of the weight of the world on my shoulders. 🙂 Here’s a detailed interview of Perlmutter talking about the book: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qgu7wiDRaLU
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Thank you so much I will look into it
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No Thank you! I will check this out. I am touched that my work resonates with you. It seems it only speaks to a small audience, but even is 1 person can relate, then my work is done.
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