~Take Me Now~I’m Yours~

Posted on June 25, 2017 by nicolemoncada

As dusk approaches

Our lips touch briefly

Jumping up I run

Waiting for you to chase me

Through this field of green

Sun glistening off distant oak trees leaves

The fall breeze

Flows around

Find me

Tackle me

To the ground

Kiss me again

Harder more forceful

Bring me closer

As your hands flow

Over my curves

Taste me

I give in

Passions explodes

Fireworks and confetti

Seem to……..

Paint the atmosphere

You took me down

And in your arms and heart may I

Always be found ~

NJM~

~The Past~

Posted on June 17, 2017 by nicolemoncada

I pull away. You’ve hurt me. There is nothing that will ever heal it completely.

My soul is dim, all due to him… You.

But all in all I love you too.

Love doesn’t live in digits it surpasses age, transcends boundaries . Number are numbers. Pick one.

That simple~Always.~

Ttys.

~Incase you missed my interview on ~Moments of Clarity~See you on June 15th~

Posted on June 15, 2017 by nicolemoncada

You can listen to me on the radio around the entire world via the link below. I will be with Tiffany once a month to help fight stigma on mental health and empower and bring hope to those who suffer bipolar disorder. ~NJM~
http://internetradiopros.com/momentsofclarity/

TAN-AM 1340 Tampa

WDCF-AM 1350 Dade City

WZHR-AM 1400 Zephyrhills

Listen Live Online: tantalk1340.com

Or….

Momentsofclaritywithtiffany.com

Destroy the Destroyer

Posted on June 13, 2017 by nicolemoncada

From

https://andeverythingisbeautiful.wordpress.com/

Check out his blog great work!

This Art I write that no one reads,

it’s Lucid

it can’t be any clearer

Wake up,

destroy your destroyer

right there in the mirror
Seems we fear the
worst

when in fact

the best is true

Come on wake up

it’s 9:22

in the am

in this new life you want

My Art is free

it can tease

and

taunt

Yes

or it can

scare

and haunt
Destroy your destroyer

Stand up for your rights

Lonely gets lonelier

when you add up all these nights
you spend alone

on your phone

taking pictures

sending texts

Baby I know you better than you know yourself

it’s all tied back into sex
Tied back to childhood

tied back to who you are

destroy that demon won’t you

finally become the shining star
God had intended,

God had planned for you to be

The Mirror is my ART

Lucid

Look

see

~DAR~Updated

Posted on June 12, 2017 by nicolemoncada

Hello how you feeling today We ended the month of May

While you were yet away

Doctors seem stupid in light of it all, I’ve watched for so long now saw how you fall

Hello my dear enemy my oldest friend half our lives are now gone this could be your end

I’m not going to sugar coat nor

Make it taste sweet, see we both shocked each other before

Knocked us off our feet.

I will always be here for you while I am here. There can’t be a promise no matter what you think you hear.

I realize now we both live our biggest fear.

I’m glad we found peace after all that fucked up shit.

I know you want to take back all the things you did, I want to forgive you but I did, I just don’t forget.

Knowing this is always going to be regret…. for us both.

We grew up together then grew far apart.

I hope they can heal you and your heart, yes it’s broken in many ways.

But if they release you from the hospital now then count your days.

So we have your diagnosis congestive heart failure. You’re biggest challenge now is will God be in your favors, or will you dies in your 40’s like I once said,

If this is the case you are gonna be dead.

I am what I’ve become

And I have not a clue what I’ll be

But I have a clearer vision now and I see what I see.

Everyone deserves love in some type of way.

I pray to God you find that love before your dying day.

That’s what I pray

It’s all I have to say

Be well~

He needs you more.

Rejected like me don’t let him be. So live damn it, live change what you need. Think of your son now, let go of the greed.

I hope you read this and it plants the seed.

~NJM~

~My E-Book~ Coming soon~

Posted on May 31, 2017 by nicolemoncada

Hello all my followers, I am currently piecing together and writing a literary book filled with post and poetry some you have read and some you have not. I will hope to be finished by July.

Then onto my Thriller. Something tells me one day I’ll wake up and just write it out in a few days….. I just get stuck on this thriller since it is based primarily on events that occurred in my life. Excepts are here on the blog giving small details.

I want to thank you all for your time and inspiration.

Please look forward to my e book

It will be sold for a very modest price of 2.99.

It’s my first step to my full dream. We all must start somewhere.

Special thanks to Amy, my Editor.

Also I wanted to add, it is not to hard to publish an e book it’s rather easy as long as you have an editor that knows writing well. So go give it a try yourself! If I can do it do can you!

~NJM~

~I Fell on Black Days~

Posted on May 30, 2017 by nicolemoncada

How would I know that this would be my fate?

So I am reading blogs I follow I come acros ~In the sky~ on the blog I follow https://andeverythingisbeautiful.wordpress.com/

I left a comment I am not sure he allows my comments to be viewed~

Chris Cornell was my main man when I listened to Soundgarden…. my anthem song was ~Black Days~

I would play it and sing loudly as a true prayer as I road to work each day in Paducah Kentucky.

I felt the song, the lyrics the cries and message in the song.

Any way I’m posting my comment I left on the blog ~And Everthing is Beautiful~ incase he don’t approve it.

Here is what I ………

FUCK!!!!!this is why I don’t watch the news! When I hear these things I get confused. I gamble my life and romance suicide often without anyone knowing. I learned to keep quiet. A steady crappy diet of shit that you can’t take. Perhaps it is my genre the gen Xers to take. We lived through huge change and battles & fears the tears all the years and you look up and see you lived half your life for sure, and you just stop wondering what it’s all for. I keep candles burning Day and night in remembrance of all I have lost to the grave.

Suppose there no words spoken to save.

R.I.P Chris Cornell

See ya soon……

I will begin to draft all popular post and roll only the post I feel need to begin to be heard~ Thank you.

Posted on May 21, 2017 by nicolemoncada

I will take my popular work and drafted it not be seen and run only the 1017 cypress excerpts, retribution, premise of my book, mostly DONNELL KERR POST… the bishop post my Momma’s post if I don’t see more support on these. It’s dear to my heart you read them, like them understand them, the pain in them and rejection in them. I follow you because I value you and your words. I like them. I need these to take prevalence. Thank you ahead of time for understaning . I mean these are serious post NO ONE should have to endure. Where is the empathy???where is the love from all you who follow me? These post hit home and have a story that is the catalyst that provoked my illness. Sure indeed these are the things that also inspire the writing you do love. It hurts that they’re just overlooked !

The post that roll after this are the ones I seek support and to educate all that read them. There are Also some really old post too from 2014, Thank you for your empathy understaning and support.