~You Broke My Heart~

Living this way

The heaviness
Distress
Your rejection
Sliced away defense
Tears flow daily
How long
This pain
Pressure
My Lost Love, My Ghost
I live in the shadows with you
I leave my head hung low
I realized you will never know
How much you broke my heart~
Not for reproduction~

~Ice Queen~I think this one~

I am the ice queen born on the 1st Perhaps that’s what makes me mean, makes me one of the worst. I didn’t realize I wore the crown

I didn’t look in the mirror didn’t see my frown, all I could see is my eyes dimly lit near death. I hated so that the ice queen was me, I hurt so much didn’t like whatj I see.

I used to have a warm caring heart but the stench, pain, decay, and state of this world tore and ripped it apart.

It used people, places, things and severed my mind.

Making what’s truthful and real so hard to find.

This ice isn’t melting, in fact it gets bigger every day.

I’m starting to think this  ice queen won’t ever melt away.